I think too it was triggered by two things:
In the first instance, I had been in contact with my husband earlier yesterday, telling him about what God was showing me about myself and where I was at. And I did make reference to that situation with the girl and how it had affected me so negatively.
And on top of that I am now seeing the girl at a wedding, minus my husband and hearing the vows I had taken, and knowing that they were broken and I have to face this girl who had just aggravated an already tense situation!

Well Sol, I did the only thing I could have thought to do: I just started to talk to God about this. I cried out to Him for help because I couldn't deal with it on my own. I asked Him for His grace and healing in my life, because I obviously wasn't healed.

I got through the ceremony and once I didn't have to see her I was fine. Once our eyes met in the church and we both looked away. So we left the church and went to the reception hall and I was great, just laughing and having a great time.

At the hall when the bridal party arrived I got tense again. I kept talking to God, asking for healing and grace and Sol, God is just amazing!
HE ANSWERED!

While sitting there, I am telling myself that I should go speak to her. I knew she wouldn't have come to me, but I would need to face her and confront my fear and deal with the memories once and for all. So while I am there thinking and praying about this, the program is going on and then I heard the MC calling my name and inviting me to sing.

I was just stunned because I wasn't supposed to be singing. Initially the bride had asked me to do a duet and I had agreed but then the guy had cancelled and she asked me to do a solo, but I had begged off because I had not sung solo in such a long time and and I was not comfortable with the quality of my voice to do a solo.

However they had given the program to the MC a long time ago when the original programme was done, and my name was on it, so he just called my name, not aware that changes had been made.
On top of all that, "the bridesmaid" is there and I would have had to stand right beside her to sing. So I am walking to the mike with all these thoughts going through me. In addition, my mind is blank, not sure what to sing, having been put on the spot.